I got a job...but I don't really know if I'm going to benefit from it in terms of money...I just wish I can handle everything...

I had a horrible dream...

A man shot me.

It's a good thing he missed...

But even though he missed, it's not really a good thing...

I'll be in one of the most aggravating times of my life...hahaha.

God help me...

Sorry guys, if it has to be this way...

But now, with everthing in my life not going right, I've come to a major decision...I will never give up...I will never surrender...Even if it takes me getting sick and tired everyday just to support myself...I know...This is another major turning point in my life and I am willing to accept the challenge...

I will live...

I won't be afraid...

I will reach my goals no matter what...

Even if it may mean taking the competition out of the game...

This is my defiance.

Haha, I found my Chemsoc pin. It was just hiding underneath my ID inside my wallet...sigh...

Am I jealous...?

I know I'm not, but why am I acting this way...?

Is there anything I should be jealous about...?